Looking for some help...

[Jorg]

I've done research on this and still can't find the answer. And yet I'm still not sure if I'm posting in the correct place. But I'll try anyways...When I was about 4 or 5 years old I remember waking up screaming and crying. My father came into my room and asked what was wrong. I told him "I see demons". Ever since then I've seen them. Not only when I'm sleeping, but also when I'm wide awake.

When I got my tarrot cards read one time. The woman told me word for word what I saw. She told me not to be terrified by them, but that they'll help me. I don't understand this. They haven't helped nor hurt me. Up until about a month ago it was only their faces I saw, but I was in house (I know is haunted) and saw one just standing there looking at me, not moving.

I'm just curious if anyone knows of a reason why I see these creatures. And if you do, then why did I all of a sudden see a full body of one?

What i see is so detailed and strange that it's nothing like i've seen in any horror film or depiction of anything. i'm not sure what it is...which is why i'm asking. I thought maybe posting here would help me find some answers. And it's not like a dream or something that's encrypted in my mind. They're there. I can smell them. I can feel it. I don't know, I mean being that they've never hurt me and don't scare me anymore. I'm not sure what or why or how or anything.

Any help is help..

[Erebus]

Force them out with a blast of rage. Visualize all of the spirits in the room with you until they appear, or just wait until they appear. Hold your hands out to either side, imagine that your hands are connected to the spirits, and yell (or think loudly) GO AWAY as you thrust your hands toward the door and push with all of your will power. That will create a flow of energy that will wash them out of your house and into the open air.

[Jorg]

it's not that i want them to go away...I just wanna know why they're there...

[Trust]

Hello Jorg,
I also see what you describe as demon's right from an early age of seven, and well they use to scare me too, as it would being i was so young, but just like you they started to be everywhere and after a while they didn't scare me at all, in fact i use to look forward to seeing them?
So it went on for a number of years seeing these creatures and also normal spirit people that hadn't crossed over, after a few years i started to understand more about what i was and what i was becoming?
I was told to seek help and advice from a spiritualist church, and so i did and lucky for me there was one about real near to where i lived, so i entered the church and was greeted so wonderfully by an old man who was the main man of this church? He asked m to tell him what was on my mind and He told me what I'm going to tel you is that you are a "Medium" and these creatures are not here to actually scare you but in a way help you to see what most cant and then to deal with what you see? so imagine seeing a most terrifying looking creature that is hideously deformed and snarling and such! well it would scare you and leave you very uneasy and unsettled right? well next imagine seeing a little spirit child, it would still make you feel sad inside and also still unnerve you but no where near as much as the hideous creature??
So in a way they are here to teach you lessens that you will need to know if you are to become a medium, sometimes these beings show themselves in a form that you can relate to on some level it could be soldiers/romans/faeries/and even people that you know and love? whatever it takes to get you to know the difference between physical and spiritual beings as believe you me I know how hard it is sometimes to tell whats real here and now whats being placed or revealed or me to see?
So even though these creatures may look scary listen to your self and what you feel inside as you will know who's here to hurt or scare you because of your own natural defense system, your body and yourself will let you know one way or another.......
I'm sure without a doubt that you are a developing medium, if so you will need a little guidance from time to time until you get use to all the strange and wondrous things being a medium as to offer along with the bad of course! Also remember this "All Mediums are psychic, but not all psychic's are medium's" there is a big difference between the two.
I will gladly help you with anything you want to know and also offer you techniques and answers to your questions if you want me to, just listen to yourself and how you feel before just forcing them out in a fit of rage! as you just don't know who or what your forcing out and also if they mean you harm or simply just trying to help you? listen/feel and act accordingly -Also " Believe your safe and you will be", I hope this has helped you to understand a little more about what I'm sure you are and or becoming, contact me if you need me or you want to talk further on the matter take care.
Sleep with Angels
Louis (Trust)